About Me

“Some days,

I feel everything at once.

Other days,

I feel nothing at all.

I don’t know what’s worse:

Drowning beneath the waves

Or dying from the thirst.”

I’ve read those words somewhere and I couldn’t shake them off since then. I asked myself why those words spoke so much to me and the only answer I could give is because I feel the same thing.

There are days when I feel like I really know myself down to my innermost being, and then there are times when I don’t have a fucking clue who I am or what I am doing with my life. And it scares the shit out of me; like everything is slipping through my fingers and I can’t do anything about it.

But thanks to writing —  not only in this blog but mostly in my private journal — I feel like I know what I’m doing and feel closer to my being. Of course, the truth is I may never know what I’m really doing with my life nor can really fully understand myself. But what matters is the feeling. And so I keep writing.

If you want to read my stuff, you might want to begin by reading these:

I don’t claim that my writings are any good, or that they’re worth your time. Really, I think my words suck. But at least they’re honest and true, written not of ink but of blood. My blood. And this has always been enough for me.

– Gary C. Mondejar

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